Sunday, November 30, 2008

it started out at this festival thing, and I was going to meet Brooke for some healthy food, because we were trying to eat really healthy for some reason. I was walking down from my apartment where I lived with Brandon and Taylor. I was singing a Third Eye Blind song, and as I was walking outside past this table with maybe 6 or 7 people, one of the guys at the table was standing up and sang the EXACT same line that I was singing from Losing A Whole Year. hahah! I was freaking out because we literally said the same words at the same time. -- me to myself, him to his friends. So when I got to this crazy healthy place with Brooke I was telling her and she had told me that the guy went to our school or something. We got our food and went back home. For some reason I had to drop something off at APRIL ROJAS' house??? But she lived where Chris Davis lives.. So I was trying to drive up but my car was going really slow. I realized that it was 3:39 and I had to be at work at 4:15, so I just turned around and tried making it home so I could leave by 3:50 to make it to work on time! I wasn't late for work or anything. Alright, well for work we all had to sit around these round top tables and retrain. I can't remember what it was, but SOMEONE was doing something bad. Like trying to kill people, or running away.. I can't remember. I was at a table with Roxy and some other people that went to my high school that were supposed to be working with me. So "work" got out, and it was time for school. I rushed over to my class, which was with my math teacher Mr. Brauwer, and  Carlie was in the class waiting for me. My teacher goes, "ahh, Julie. Just in time for your presentation!" I'm like, whaaaat? So I realize that it's the day I need to present my ventriloquism act! haha!! I got up, and for some reason, someone was talking for me so all that I had to do was move my hand inside the puppet!! I had no idea who was doing it for me, but I ended up getting an A! Then it was Carlie's turn to perform, and right before she did these three guys came in. Two of them were gay and were kissing each other. The other one looked exactly like John Ritter's son haha, and he came in and kind of gave me the look like he was the one that helped me and I just gave him the "thank you" face. haha. After class, I had to go back to work for like evaluations or something. Roxy was really scared because after I had left these girls from my high school that were at the table with her had said that they were going to beat her up! Roxy is really small, too. Oh, then I pretended to write Brooke V's evaluation in little kid hand writing because she's pregnant. I don't know why I thought it would be funny. haha. Then I woke up!

Saturday, November 29, 2008


I had this dream a while ago, sometime last month... it occurred when I rolled over and fell asleep for maybe 5 minutes.. but I really liked the plot. :) 

Well I was driving down Euclid (the picture), which is probably one of the most beautiful streets to drive down in Rancho.. well, it's technically Upland but whatever. ANYWAY. It was raining really hard and as I approached Foothill I realized that my lights weren't on and a cop had pulled up behind me. I was trying to drive PERFECTLY so I wouldn't get pulled over... but then I said to myself, "this is a dream, I can relax and do anything!" So I calm down and pull the steering wheel from where it usually goes, laid across the two front seats and watched the car drive itself in the rain. I just put my arms over my head and looked out of the drivers side window, if that makes sense. The car began to go near the curb where I would eventually crash, but I woke up. 

just chillin haha

Alright, I'm trying to remember who all was at this party. There was a party in this really big house that no one lived in. All that was in it was like a couple of couches and we were all eating pizza. There was some of my friends form high school, and a lot of people from work. There was something involving soup, so I went just across the street to Lindsey's house, where she was holding a gymnastics tournament hahah. Three girls from my high school were in this tournament and it was really weird to see them, much less doing gymnastics. Then Lindsey was just getting ready to come out with us, and she put on this really CRAZY striped jacket. and she just said, "well, if I don't wear it, no one will realize how weird it is." So I think it was Lindsey, Brandon, and I, and we were driving to a school, I'm pretty sure it was Chaffey college. Something involving the sauce from the pizza made me take off all of my clothes???? but it wasn't like I took off all of my clothes, it was like, the next thing I know I'm riding around in the car and I'm naked except for some napkins covering me. I looked really tan, too, which is strange. haha.. Then we ended up at some girls house to go pick her up and pick up some food to bring back, and she had just taken a TON of food from her cabinet. Right as we were leaving her dad pulled up and backed in to the garage, and didn't get out of the car, but just watched us from his creepy little old El Camino in the garage! The girl was saying, "ooohh, no.. he's seeing me with all of this food he's going to be so pissed!" We didn't really understand why, and when she kept saying, "let's drive somewhere, hurry! hurry!" we would tell her, "calm down! it's like two blocks away we were going to walk!" and she was just FREAKING out, she wanted us to get in the car so it looked like we were going farther or something? I don't know. Bitches runnin wild. haha

Thursday, November 27, 2008

too much cold case

I don't know why I keep having dreams about myself going on dates lately, but Taylor was trying to help me decide on what to wear. I just put on a gray tshirt and jeans and I was ready to go and she stops me saying, "EW! YOU LOOK AWFUL!" haha. so she took forEVER trying to dress me.. meanwhile, I couldn't figure out how to play Christmas music on my iPod because it was all weird. Then, for some reason it flipped and it was this creepy community in the woods and my dad was involved and they were killing people. It was so weird, they killed this man and then tried covering it up all strangely. Then my mom wanted to join to be with me and they made her plot to kill some other guy. The dream ended before she could, but she had the tractor and the murder weapon READY. Wow, then there was this epic part where we were waiting for a flood. It was me, some guy, and two older ladies inside this giant room with all glass windows.. The two older ladies were getting drunk and emotional and could NOT stop crying. I looked outside and in this car parked out front there was a little girl! I wanted to go get her out but they told me not to in case the food comes.. and I was like, oookaaay and it would be better here in this GLASS ROOM? So I went to go get this little girl and she crawls out of the car and begins coming into the house herself. All of the sudden I lose it, and begin crying hysterically. Mostly because this little girl had no chance at life and now she's going to die in the flood. I remember I just kept thinking like 'I wonder if anyone has ever loved her, or if she knows the feeling of love at all...' and I just could NOT stop crying. then we ran into this hallway and when we looked back the flood had hit and it was coming toward us.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

theater kids

I remember this one scene where I was sitting down on the ground outside of some store with this guy and he was one of my friend's brother's but I could NOT find out who, and I didn't want to ask. haha.. the rest of the dream took place in this huuuuge theater, which looked exactly like the Chaffey College Theater. I was there with all of my friends from Alta Loma High School, and we kept reenacting scenes from Friends hahaha. I didn't even fall asleep with Friends on, weird! Then Travis Barker was there! He actually had a cast on his leg from the airplane accident that he was in... and I told him that I saw him on TRL's Finale, and that he sounded a lot better. He told me how he felt like crap during that interview, but the prompt on the television fed him lines to read so that he could sound normal and healthy. haha, weird. there was a lot more but it's been hours. :(

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

one part

I only remember one part of my dream because it was hilarious. I had just gone on a date with this guy from work, and we had gone back to my OLD room in my OLD house and we layed down on my bed. It was exactly how my room was when i was like 11 --tye die sheets and all haha. Then I fell asleep, and when I woke up he was gone. I had a text from him and it said "did you have fun last night?" and I replied, "yea! I had a blast!" or something like that... then he wrote back, "me, too. but let's forget it ever happened." and I was just sooo confused! I had read the text to my friend Darcy and she said, "oohhh, yea.. that's because while he was laying next to you, we had sex. and he was gone when you woke up because we were busy having sex outside, too." haha I was like whaaaaaaat!! it was soooo weird! then right before I woke up I remember slow dancing with this really old guy.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

um, Wow.

alright, well, the entire dream took place in this HUGE school/warehouse/concert area. it was gigantic, so it could be all of them. It started with me going into this building for Carlie's family reunion. I went in, and there was a store inside and I bought some CRAZY pants that came with a cell phone and they were only 33.99 so it was really weird hahaha.. Then, it was a school. I was getting fed up with people not being able to take care of their children, so during my lunch, I walked around school and took all of these neglected kids that were around campus, and GAVE THEM TO A SHELTER. The thing is, I knew the parents of these children! While I was doing it I was so sure of my act... Then, as soon as I was walking back into the school, I realized what I had done. So, looking for answers, I ran back to my classroom and asked my rather good looking teacher to help me. While we were walking outside, I noticed Jeff deep in thought during some test taking, so I didn't say anything. So my teacher and I are outside and I begin to tell him what I had done, and he's trying to comfort me because I was really freaking out. This crazy bitch overhears what I am telling him, and PULLS A GUN OUT ON ME!!! She's like, WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO TAKE PEOPLE'S BABIES! and I'm just like, "well, these kids are better off noowww??" and she begins CHASING me through this huuuuuge school/warehouse thing. While I'm running, I begin to lose her but then I run into Carlie. So I briefly tell her what is going on and she tells me she's there to help. The girl comes up from behind and I hear the gun click, and she goes, "DON'T MOVE, DON'T YOU FUUUCKING MOVE!" So I kick her hands and the gun flies out and I get ahold of it. haha so I'm kind of cocky and point the gun back at her and in a smart ass voice say, "DON'T MOVE, DON'T YOU FUCKING MOVE!" hahaha.. then, while this girl is all scared, Carlie goes, "Can I get some gum?" and I'm like, Carlie, I'm kind of in the middle of something! and She insists, so I tell her it's in my back pocket. hahaha She totally blew my credibility. The girl ends up backing down, and I don't shoot her or anything... Next thing I know, I'm at work. But Olive Garden is this HUGE nightclub in the same building that the school was.. So I'm getting ready to get checked in and this CRAZY annoying lady keeps asking me for EVERYTHING... So I'm late to clock in, then my manager tells me I have to be a busser instead of a server so I'm not going to make ANY money.. ugh, I was so annoyed. Then Dustin from work comes up and is comforting me and he asks me if I want him to go buy some Pabst Blue Ribbon beer hahahaha to make things better! I told him yes??? and he kissed me?? Since I didn't have ANYTHING to do at work, I was sitting up on this ledge with Taylor watching the entire restaurant/night club. This guy standing maybe two feet away from us turns around and goes, "WOAH! I just saw you two EXACT girls downstairs alllll dressed up, and now you're up here in normal clothes?" We didn't understand then we peaked over and there were two girls that looked EXACTLY like us! So we saw them walk into the bathroom and waited for them to come out, but they never did. I don't know why, but it was the next morning, and Taylor and I had gone back to this place to get some info on these lookalike girls. We go into where we last saw these girls go, and it wasn't a bathroom at all, it was a little crazy gag-store. So we're asking the ladies if WE were in there last night buying anything, because we didn't remember. These ladies were CREEPY. They kept saying NOOOO. Then when we would be like.... "what do you recommend we get here?" they would say in sync, "HATS." and we were like, "umm no, I don't really want a hat." and they KEPT ON insisting it! like there was some creepy magic thing with these hats. we were saying "look, they have glasses, shoes, bow ties, hats..." and the two ladies would go, "HATS." haha it was soooooo weird!!!! 

Friday, November 21, 2008

everything's traceable

Alright, so I remember eating dinner at this looooong table with maybe 7 women that didn't speak english. The thing is, none of them spoke the same language, so none of us could talk!! We had alllll this food but the only beverage we had was Jack Daniels. no water even! so they were all taking shots and I took one, and they started getting so loud and laaaaaughing and communicating, even though no one understood each other. I was just busting up in the corner since I was at the veeery end of this long table, when I get a text message from Jeff telling me to go NOW! immediately knowing what he meant, I left and ended up at this giiiant costume/walmart/theater company place. He was already there when I got there, and he told me that I needed to sleep outside of this costume place because -get this- INSIDE is the PERFECT outfit to use as an artifact for our Juweema story. hahahaha! I was like, "can't we just come back and get it tomorrow?" and Jeff says, "No! What if someone else snatches it up!?" I agree, and proceed to SLEEP on the ground outside of this store in a sleeping bag hahaha. When they opened, Jeff had left, and I went in and immediately found the dress.. I began to wander around afterward and went into the make up isle and did my make up ALL crazy (because of all of the makeup photoshoot discussion yesterday) and while I was in the make up isle, this oooold man comes up to me and begins rambling on about how he knows. I'm like, know's what? "OH, you know, I'm just letting you know.... THAT I KNOW," he said.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Riverside dream

well, Carlie and I were sitting there with this girl from our communications class and we were all planning on going to this huuuge wedding or funeral or club haha, I can't remember. Carlie and I said, "Oh maybe we could get something to drink or something!" and little Ashley goes, "I've never drank. I always play volleyball instead." hahaha so Carlie and I go, "alright, if you teach us to play volleyball, WE will teach you to drink!" We all shook on it, and went out to this club. As soon as we got there I lost Carlie and Ashley and met up with Brandon and Robert. We were sitting on this bench thing and all of these girls were grinding up on them while i was just sitting in the middle like ACCHEEEMM!! then there was this girl that they both really like and she was dancing in the world's smallest party train in a circle of like 5 people in front of us.. Right when they both got up to dance with her, this other guy came up and she clearly recognized him as her boyfriend, and Brandon and Roebrt got really bummed and wanted to leave. I left with them, unable to find Carlie and Ashley, and we headed back to their apartments in Riverside. For some reason Brandon was staying with Robert at Robert's apartment, but I was being forced to sleep all alone in Brandon's apartment with "his" dogs (they're really Lindsey's dogs in real life). He had all of these rules! like, "make sure you wake up in 4 hours to let him pee outside..." and I was like, "it's 4am I WILL be up in 4 hours!" So, I go into his apartment, and for some reason it's not dark outside anymore, and there are all of these weird guys. I swear, kind of like the Seven Dwarfs, but not dwarfs they're regular boys. One had this creepy staring problem, another had been chewing the same gum for a year and he had added something like 125 peices, another was a complete recluse... you get the idea. and then there was this one that was trying to conspire murder scenes and make it look like someone else did them. and he kept trying to get me to look like a murderer!! I remember trying to get the cop's help from outside, but he didn't like me because when we pulled in from the club I wasn't wearing my seatbelt or something stupid. haha

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Relevant + Short = No Fun!

Taylor and I were just running through this GIANT open field, it was so gorgeous. It resembled this picture... sort of. :) As we ran through it, this field had great memories to me and I was constantly pointing out parts of it that reminded me of things. We finally made it to this little shaded area and decided it was time to go back to her apartment where Brandon and Robert lived. We got there, and Brandon and Robert looked AWFUL, I don't know why. For some reason we had to go work this front desk thing, and my brother was there talking crap to me, of course.

Monday, November 17, 2008

extremely late, but it just hit me!

I remember Taylor and I being dressed up like Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz, and all that we were missing were our red shiney shoes.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

late in the day, let's see how much i recall

I know that I had been spending the day at school. Brandon and Carlie had my classes with me, I know that for sure. We had been excused from one class, and the two of them ran ahead to get to our next class, while I was left behind talking to the teacher or packing up my belongings. Well, as I'm packing everything up and finally making my way toward the door, Ashley (little one from speech class) asks me if she can tell me something. I reply, completely rushed with, "I'm in a huge hurry to get to class and I'm already late.. can't you tell me later?" She insists that she can't live with it inside her anymore and tells me, "Julie, I love you." She proceeds to explain her lesbian attraction to me and when she is finally done with all of my praise I reply with, "okay, I really have to get to class now!" I just rush out in a hurry, eager to tell Carlie what had just happened. Little did I know, that Ashley was in our next class, too! Talk about awkward!! I was just trying not to look at her the entire time, but I knew that I would have to run into her sometime. I ran our at the end of class, and our next period was a culinary course. We were all in the back and I could finally tell Carlie what had happened. I know Steve was in a part of it too, but I can't remember what. hm, I actually remembered a lot considering I wanted until now to get it down!!

Friday, November 14, 2008

let's see. Carlie and I had class with Hannah Montana. She was like our friend in the class. after school, Tony took all of us kids to the lake again. By all of us kids, I mean Magen, Carlie, Dianna from work, and myself hahah.. right before we left Hannah Montana came up to me and gave my my purse because I had left it in class. I was wearing this green tank top and every other girl was in a white tshirt. we had to walk some mountain bikes through the water to get to the boat?? I don't know why we wanted to bring these bikes. I also think we had all been drinking and those water cops in the boats were stopping us. Turns out, they just knew Tony. They were cracking up because they recognized my shirt as one that he used to wear when he was younger! haha it was like a pastel green tank top. Dianna took it from me. She said she wanted to wear it and she would give me her white tshirt so at least i would have something, and she never did! She just left me shirtless. (I had a swim suit on though) hmm what else, what else. Oh, Carlie and I left the lake earlier than everyone to go to our friend Danee's apartment. On our way there I didn't have my seat belt on and we almost got in a GNARLY car accident, because Carlie was on her cell phone. hahaha (this girl in class yesterday did a speech on driving with cell phones!) Well, we get into Danee's apartment and for some reason I got avocado all over her bed. We were just talking and things, and Carlie brings up the fact that she's going to be turning 21 this weekend! (when really it's not until next summer). I'm thinking crap, I forgot to get her a present! so I run out and get her the weiiirdest things hahaha like a puzzle and some things for her car or something, it was so lame. haha

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

It began with me having a party type of thing at my house and a lot of my friends were there. Carlie, Brandon, Robert, Lindsey.. all my peeps. Suddenly, I get this call that I have to go down to Venice to sit in jail for a little while to do some research. I've dreamt about this exact part of "Venice" sooooo many times. It's not actually in venice, but if this place ever actually exists I'm going to FREAK out! I could map out this entire beach right now! Anyway, this little jailhouse is right at the shore, and my brother and Kellan Monroe are in there!! It also doubles as a nail salon? and I was just sitting there filing my nails the entire time because I didn't know what this study entitled. Finally, this girl shows up, and tells me to follow her. So, I leave jail and she leads me into the ocean with nothing but a set of goggles. We begin to swim and look under water and she is giving me examples on how every fish in the sea is somone that I know!! It was actually kind of strange. We swam all of the way out to this island and noticed that the waves were HUGE on the other side, and we needed to go back. We swam back, and my mom was waiting for me in this car that I didn't recognize. I got in, and she was asking me if I was sure that I had to go through with my favor. I had nooo idea what she was talking about!! She said, "you know, the favor for that woman? To carry her child?" ahhhh I FREAKED OUT and remembered myself promising some woman that I would carry her child for her!! We drove to some house and met up with this woman, and I was trying to smooth talk my way out of doing this, which progressed to begging not to do it, and she just insisted that I already promised her I would. So, all depressed, I went to the mall to look for maternity clothes hahaha. I just went into my normal stores, to see if they sold any baggy clothes and Jeff was there! He listened to my story and then got me some water because I was FREAKING out. Then he helped me look around for some clothes, when I saw Christine and Andrew Acker (twins) who were DATING! It was sooooo disgusting! I just acted like I didn't understand, then I left. Jeff and I just kept walking around and I told him about all of the other things like that ocean study and being in jail and he offered to kick that girl's ass who was giving me the ocean tour! I didn't understand why!! haha

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Alright well I had boxing gloves in the trunk of my car, and I don't know why. Hank, my first exboyfriend, was trying to date me again hahaha, and I was actually pregnant. While pregnant, something traumatic happened and the baby came out really early (because I watched the movie Jack yesterday) and i was holding my really small premature child! he was sooo cute and I loved him so much. Well, with Hank trying to get back with me I was trying to dodge him and hide from him, so I went to the beach. There was this camera crew folling like three blonde girls around, and I went up to them and asked them what show they were from. They said it's a new one on MTV and all you have to do is send in a video of yourself and they'll give you your own show. hahaha.. All I could think was, jeeze they're literally letting anyone on TV!! so I left the beach with my baby, and went to some party. There were so many people from my high school, and all I wanted was to eat some Mexican food. Hank kept trying to follow me around and all I wanted to do was get away!! I couldn't dodge him, so I told him that the baby was his and he raaaaaaannn!! haha.. even though I have no idea whose child it was. There was something else at this party... OH yea! I had this book from all of my memories from high school compiled together like a scrapbook, probably from reading my book that will change my life. haha

Monday, November 10, 2008


I remember living in San Francisco. I was there with Lindsey driving around, and we had met up with all of our friends for this HUGE protest. Everyone was there, and we made friends with a bunch of people that we didn't even know, so it was a lot of fun. After the protest, Lindsey and I left to go to this deaf children's center where they play with otters all day. ????!!! Anyway, when we pulled up I just let my car roll into the pool, and that was that. The thing is, this pool was a pool from one of my dreams last week that played a very small insignificant role where we were talking about putting a car into it!! So in this dream, I actually drove my car into the pool. The employees at this deaf children otter place were telling me there's no way I could get it out so I just said, "okay, then you try!" and I went to play with the kids. Somehow I knew sign language? and I was talking to these kids about our protest and about the otters. 
Woah, for some reason I just remembered a part from the beginning... while we were at the protest, I kept making people fall in love. People would tell me that they wanted one person and I would just MAKE IT HAPPEN, I don't even remember how. hahaha how funny.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

big steps?

I swear last night's dream was a dream of 'What Could Have Been'. haha! disguised as another work dream... I kept getting fed up with annoying tables! I left work to go meet up with Carlie and Kyle. Kyle proposed!!!!!! What the? and Carlie said yes. I couldn't believe it. I was just thinking, 'woaaah I had no idea you guys were even at that place????" Thennn I was still dating my exboyfriend Dylan! he kept trying to hold me and hug me and I was completely disgusted hahaha, how sad. I wanted NOTHING to do with him though! There was some concert thing outdoors and I literally saw EVERYONE that we talked about yesterday while we were there. So that's funny.. But at this place Dylan kept saying things like, "ohh, come here..." and like trying to rub my back and I was so grossed out so I just broke up with him and went home! When I got home my entire house was an art studio! my mom had been getting really into paints and everything and when I got home she said there was a surprise for me in my room. I went inside and there was a grand piano!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe it! I pulled up a bench and went to play.. and then i woke up.

Friday, November 7, 2008


well I had a dream that The Dukes took me with them on their family vacation to Oklahoma this time! It was a blast. All of their cousins were there, and we took part in all of these relays like mudslides and iceblock racing. For some reason there was a boating event?? I didn't think ther was water in Oklahoma but WHATEVER. Then Carlie showed up, and she had just bought an extremely expensive shirt and we were all making fun of her because we were doing all of these dirty things in the mud haha. David was there from work, but he was supposed to be one of their cousins. uggghhh did I wait too long to type this?! I think I'm losing it! Alright let's see, I remember being on the boat thinking that we were going to fall off. I was wearing this tank top and they made me put my work clothes over it? ahhh I know there was so much more, too! darn.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

a little more this time :)

Robert was having a little party in his grandma's creepy little house. Lindsey and I went together and she got extreeemely drunk! When trying to find the bathroom in this house we followed the hallways to get to this HUGE room that had maybe 40 BROKEN toilets in it! talk about teasing.. so.. all throughout the house people are playing with power tools and fireworks and things, it's a little chaotic! there were these three guys who came in and befriended Lindsey and I. hahaha there was also this little kid... and everything i would say he would want to do that TEAM thing where you all put your hands in the middle, yell the phrase and BREAK! hahha... well let's see. in the house every room had a weiiiird name. Robert's room was the investigation room.. this room that we were hanging out in was the ROOM room haha. i remember Lindsey had a spare set of keys to her sister's car outside so we walked out there and were sitting in it, but i don't know why. ugggh there was a lot more :(

Wednesday, November 5, 2008


I remember sitting in class next to these two mexican girls and one of them was on the phone and the other one kept craaaacking up. when i asked them was was funny one replied (talking about the other), "her boyfriend hates her shirt! we gotta go get a new one after school!" haha so i wanted to go and for some reason invited myself. we went to an H&M and my mom was there. I left and went to the Deli, where I saw Jerry who was actually doing really well - thank god. (my old boss who is like 75).. ahhh this is so boring. i haven't been remembering my dreams because i've been sick and i toss and turn!! :(

Monday, November 3, 2008

not your average work dream

It was this time of year, exactly: a couple of days after Halloween. I specifically rememberbecause I kept thinking of how OVER Halloween I was with every costume store and trick or treater that was still going around. Wel it started off like another work dream, and it was suuuper busy. I actually got really sick at work and was laying on the table in the kitchen SHAKING with a blanket over me and i said, "II'm so sick I don't even want to listen to a DISNEY SONG! I don't think I've ever said that in my life!" hahahaa... Alright, then, for some reason it was understood that some of us were plotting to leave Olive Garden through liability issues. This one girl left work and "got hit by a car" another "crashed her bike" and i guess, now that i think about it, mine was "getting extremely sick". we all were able to leave work and we were laughing the entire way as we ran with our freedom down this dirt road! Literally, in my head, I pictured all black and at the bottom it said "22 Months Later". hahahah.. Rochelle (this girl from work) and I had returned but we were CRAZY religious and healthy! our hair was nearly to the floor and we dressed in loooong white robes and didn't eat or drink anything but water and bread. So, she and I were sitting at the bar eating the breadsticks and drinking our water when this old man walked up. He began to criticize our lifestyle briefly and ordered TWO glasses of scotch in front of us, just to show that he didn't approve kind of thing. He asks me, "you think that you'll live longer eating like that? is your father still alive?" i replied, "no, i don't think so." and he said, "did he die eating like you?" and i said, "no he was more of a scotch man like yourself!" then as soon as i said that i looked and realized that IT WAS MY DAD. and i hadn't seen him in years upon years and i began to crrrryyyy into his shoulder! what's with all of these dreams where I'm crying??!?!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Back On Track

It started with me going to an orphanage. i worked there but it was my normal job, just at an orphanage. I was sat a party of like 20 an DID NOT want to take it because I could not stop crying about Andrea. For some reason it was hitting me really hard and I was just bawwwwwling. Dustin, form work, took a picture of me crying on his cell phone. weird. Theeennnn the people from the big party were sat and it was their wedding or something, so the girl gave me her digital camera to hold on to until the wedding the next day.
We slept on it, and the next morning I had school. I went to school (which is my dream school. Everytime i dream about going to school... 9 times out of 10 this is the school I go to!) well, I am at school and the teachers and students are getting tickets for the strangest reasons ever. No wearing regular eyeglasses outside, no walking a student into a building.... hahah the lamest things. There was people everywhere from my highschool who I haven't seen in a really long time. This girl Sam, in the dream, had cut off her legs and was now an amputee! It was crazy! We were all getting to know each other again, and it was funny, but everyone was so different. NOW it's time for the wedding. Everyone began to show up and I had realized that THE ONE JOB I WAS ASKED TO DO -- keep the camera -- I didn't do it! I had left it at my houuuuse! I didn't have my car, so I told this kid I'd pay him 10 dollars to drive me home on his little motorcycle to go get it. He did, and we made it back JUST IN TIME! hahaha. that's my dreeeamm!